Ministry II ? ...

Although the situation hasn't changed in the least ... I have calmed down. Aside from writing to this blog ... I can unload on a friend who understands the situation. We prayed for each other last nite. I still don't understand why I feel obligated to put up with the crap that I do. Sometimes I feel like I'm being punished. I DO know that that's not the case. Sometimes I wonder if I'm even called to full-time ministry at all. When I was in High Ridge ... I was somehow positive. Here in Milwaukee though ... I am not so sure.
At the weekly Men In The Morning group Brad asked me what I feel my calling was. I told him that I believed that I was supposed to get the ADP up to par legally so the next guy would succeed. I think that' task is close to being complete. The (IRS) information returns are done. A few more processes need to be engraved in stone and then if the processes are followed ... a monkey could run it. It is in my opinion that these processes should be in place within the next month.
Lord, direct my path.