A Deep Breath

Thanksgiving was wonderful. We shipped 4 to Cape. One went to the penitentiary. It was kinda disheartening. I knew deep down that he was not coming back. I pray that he will not forsake all he's learned while at our facility. I believe that God will finish the work that He started in him. Phil 1:6.
The Packers CRUSHED the Lions !!!! GO PACKERS !!! Dinner at Wild Bill's was excellent. I am thankful that I had somewhere to go besides TC. I was in one of those moods where I just had to get away. I guess I'll just come out and say it ... I was being selfish and childlike. I got over it after a few hours.
The hike that the FCC Singles went on Saturday was a blast ! I was a bit sore after it was all said and done. I am building relationships with some of the other singles and it's nice not having to be pretentious or have an agenda. I am accepted for who I am ... not who I was. I am still insecure about being friends with women. I cannot put a finger on it ... Yeah, it's insecurity. I desire to have a family and I wonder about "What I am bringing to the table" so to speak. To be completely honest .. I ain't got a pot to piss in ...OR a window to throw it out of. All I have is my character, my word and my faith. I know God knows but does she know that He knows ? ... or for that matter ... what's best for both of us ? ... Lord I believe ... help thou mine unbelief.
6 students left ... I hope we get the 5 or 6 from Neosho next week. I had to go on a wood delivery today ... I am too old for moving wood 100 or more yards.