Tuesday Schmoozeday

It's another gripe session at the resurrected todd blog. I feel like just screaming. I do the right thing and ... you guessed it ... I still feel the same ... defeated. I know that the Lord will lead me through ... this is obviously something that I must go through.

It could be worse ... I could be caught up in the "things" and "approval addiction". If that's the only thing that I'm sure about ... is this ... I know whom I serve and that in itself is some comfort.

I saw Cathy at Church on sunday ... I guess I still kinda have a boyish crush on her ... don't ask me why either 'cause I can't give an answer. The weird thing is that I, for once am not generally seeking a relationship ... I feel sometimes that my relationship with Christ is lacking ... maybe I'm going thru one of those dry times ... I dunno ... I will continue to seek Him and by experience find an answer.