God's Faithfulness

Tom Orlando preached a good one yesterday. It was about faithfulness ... God's faithfulness in particular. When we were faithless He was faithful. Tom told his story and I can definitely relate. God has been faithful to me and all I can do is reject His provision for me. He gives and I complain. I am so like an Israelite it is pathetic ... or is it ? ... I guess if I'd buckle down and pray like I used to I might hear His still small voice. I think of my empty apartment just a coupla weeks ago and now it's full. God provides like usual and all I want to do is go back to backbreaking labor. I sometimes don't even know myself. I seem to be waiting for this holy-grail experience when I already know. I must keep walking forward. He will remain faithful ... even if I am not. It seems that He is also opening some doors that had been closed for good. I am going to get a chance to work for Precious Studios and the Heatband.
Will I ever be content ?