Revelation

I went to breakfast with Alvin, Abby, Ed and Kevin this morning about a mission trip to India later this year. Abby's parents are the missionaries. I am not sure about what I was feeling before and during the breakfast. Before, I was feeling that I need to support the Ramble's financially. I actually had a figure in mind. The figure is beyond my means. While we prayed I began to weep. I don't know what is happening inside of me. I need to quit all of my whining, get down to business with my studies and focus on what God is speaking to me. Craig mentioned last night that he wants to send 2 staff members to India. Ed asked if I'm interested and, of course, I said yes. I also have my passport. I am unsure if I have any motives or if this is a God thing. I'll post more on this one down the road.